thirty one

we took rockstar to the dog park for the first time and had a blast. we even let her run around without her leash! logan was good at being the lookout for big dogs cuz it happened to be "great dane day" and they were everywhere! as nervous as i was when they'd run up and tower over her, i know she loved the attention. and what's better than a few hours of quality time with the fam while soaking up some sun!

thirty

i'm trying to be optimistic, but yikes dude, things just aren't going my way! today i not only got stuck in traffic on foothill, therefore making my dad late to yet another meeting since he drove me, but its pouring rain(i somehow missed the memo about expecting it to pour all day long), didn't bring a coat or umbrella, forgot both my phone and laptop at home, couldn't stay awake in history and am trying hard not to fail my writing class but am just finding it hard to find time to do my assignments. and as icing on the cake the girl at the coffee shop burnt the milk in my latte. yuck. so as i sit here soaking wet in the library waiting for my next class, i can't help but hope the day (the week really), goes up from here. i can't believe its not even 10 in the morning yet. i hope my hair looks semi decent by the time i'm done walking all over campus cuz i have to go straight to nordy's after my classes are done. oh my goodness, this is nuts!

twenty nine

i know i say this every time, but i'm slowly (actually not so slowly) coming to the definite and finite conclusion that i am not meant to have anything to do with vehicles. i am just condemned to not do well in this area of my life! examples in the last 12 months:

the first ticket was due to my ignorance of the law (technically my fault), and the second ticket was absolutely my fault for not taking my meds and being all anxious and crazy trying to get from point A to point B as quickly as possible, but the hit and run by the uninsured lawyer wasn't my fault at all and being slammed into today at 40 mph while i'm sitting at a complete stop isn't any of my doing either! of course they weren't insured-that would make life too easy.

so i've decided that driving just kinda sucks! and now i have to go buy myself a new car because mine no longer drives and is sitting in a junk yard somewhere. also, my dad's decided after all this that my driving not only makes him miss his morning meetings, but that he's sick of paying for my cars, treatment, and inevitably higher insurance premiums. i guess it all adds up, huh?

i'm seriously considering living my life on a vespa.

twenty eight

life is crazy.
in the last 36 hours:
a lake powell weekend was attempted,
i ended up like 200 miles away from denver,
wasted like $80 in gas,
and got in a lot of driving time!
now that i'm home i'm okay with not being down there.
you never know what will happen with a crazy group of strangers on a boat,
so maybe it's a sign that i wasn't supposed to be around whatever went on this weekend.
but i'm still bummed cuz powell is my favorite place on earth
(although brighton comes in a close second)
anyway, today was beautiful
so i skipped my classes, watched a little simple life, and did some shopping.
it was perfect.
here's to more perfect days!
peace out.

twenty seven

i found out that the u offers drop-in tutoring for people like me who can't figure out their math. even better, its free! and that my friends makes me smile! here's to hoping that their tutors can help it all make sense in my head since i have a midterm wednesday afternoon! yikes!

twenty six

[the update]
-i went on a date with a cute guy from school and had a blast tonight.
-only one more day of classes till the lake powell fun begins.
-t is bringing me some much needed bronzer from sephora & i'm stoked.
-our IKEA isn't as amazing as cali's but you gotta take what you can get.
-as it goes when i get a serious cold, my voice is gone but everyone says its sexy.
-i think tickets to keith urban this september would be sexy!
-and finally, nothing about me will be sexy tomorrow if i don't go to bed, so i'm out!

good night!

twenty five

hey,
so i'm waiting to go to work and figured i'd spit out some thoughts:

i wish it were warmer out.

i want to lie out when its 90 degrees with a breeze.

i think too much and it makes my head hurt.

right now i'm listening to 'feeling a moment' by feeder and its funny how sometimes the lyrics of a song describe me more than my own words can.

i'm fighting a cold and i thinking i'm losing.

sometimes my puppy is the one thing that keeps me sane and it seems ridiculous but its true!

did you know that stores sell marshmallows on a stick that are just covered in colored sugar crystals? weird, but obviously people buy them or they wouldn't be there.

i want to go camping, but cabin camping. actually, a tent wouldn't be too bad as long as it was warmer. i just want to be hiking again!

my therapist is prego again and i'm way excited for her.

who would have thought the hardest thing to fight would be myself?

i made friends with a guy in my psych class yesterday, but its strictly platonic cuz i think he's like 50 years old.

the cute boy from math walked me to my car yesterday. hopefully i'll have more to tell in the near future. i'm almost looking forward to math class tomorrow; never thought that would happen! he might give steve a run for his money...we'll see.

i talked with a friend and feel so much better about things. i know we need our space, but i still miss her lots and love her even more. its been rough but i know its for the best. shadows creep. vienna. kindred spirits for sure.

today's my bro's birthday, happy 23rd dude. enjoy those mavi's. they're good ones!

alexander and jax went up to heber railroad today to ride on the REAL thomas the tank engine and i am so excited to hear how it went!

i know its still may, but here's to sunshine and summertime!

peace out.