fifty four

[what a great day]
i
went to class,
met dad for lunch,
went to the spa,
got to chat with steve,
played at the park,
stopped by nordies,
noelle did my makeup,
went to dinner with friends,
drove home feeling happy

between the texts, calls, hugs, and emails, i have seriously never felt so loved in my life! its crazy, but so awesome! i'd have to say that the best part by far was getting to chat with steve. i am so incredibly excited for him to come home! he is so flipping cute!!! 56 days to go...

good night! :)

fifty three

tomorrow night
8:30
gateway
see you there!

fifty two

marilyn monroe.

wise women kiss but don't fall in love, listen but don't believe and leave before they are left.

summed up pretty simply.

no matter the intentions, i still wind up running on empty

fifty one

[i love]
being able to see the lights all across the valley at night...
seeing the moon peak through the branches of a pine tree...
the smell of rain...
warm towels, just out of the dryer...
hitting molca salsa at 3 am...
star gazing and snugging at the same time...
pedis at the end of spring...
campfires and brighton songs...
graham crackers and chocolate frosting...
white powerade...
when a friend leaves an unexpected message just to say hello...
lounging around and being perfectly content to do so...
[the important things in life]

fifty

really, i am so happy to be onto my fiftieth post because i hate spelling the number forty. i always want to put a "u" in it, like in the number four! lame, i know, but whatev!

the last few days have been insanely busy, but hopefully i'll get an awesome comission out of it, so i'm trying to stay optimistic! :) i'm actually trying to stay optimistic that my check covers my purchases made in the last few days! i sure hope so. i'm like a shopping addict, i can't stop!

tomorrow i have to give a presentation on communism to my history class and my 2 partners both dropped the class so i'm flying solo and i'm so nervous! yikes! hopefully it'll go alright!

tonight i'm glad we closed at 7 so i can try to get some studying in and prepare for my psych midterm for tomorrow. and i'm happy to be with my rockstar! i love her, even though she always falls asleep before all the homework is done! haha



good night!

forty nine

tomorrow is gonna be crazy and i feel like if i try go to bed now i may not wake up on time cuz i'll still be so tired and that would not be good! so here i am blogging it up... lately i've been thinking:

-hooray for summer semester coming to a end!
-i'm SO stoked for steve to come home in just 67 days!
-life is crazy and sometimes frustrating, but i really do love it.
-tonight was set-up for the anniversary sale and i actually thought it was fun
-my dog is so freaking cute!
-i wish people were a lot less judgemental and assuming
-i got back in contact with hailey and it makes me so happy!
-if i never want to go back to cfc i need to work harder
-jared and i are NOT getting back together, so he can save his smooth talking charm for his clients at work
-it was so fun having lunch with chris today and kristen is darling. i'm so glad they're together!
-i don't know if that party's going to work out for the 24th but i really hope it does
-apparently everyone at cfc thinks i'm doing crappy and to be perfectly honest, it makes me feel bad
-why does everyone constantly assume that you are the company you keep? does individuality and character count for nothing?
-there's a super cute new guy in our department and nick and i agree that i should date him. or at least take him for a test drive
-my nordie card is ready to go tomorrow at 3pm! hooray for new clothes!!!
-mitch is supposed to stop by around 3...who knows if it'll actually happen
-is there ever a loophole in "families are forever?" i hope not, but i want to make sure my bases are covered
-i really need to get out of my house
-will pam hurry up and finish her house so i can move into it?!
-why is it that there's always so much i want to say to certain people, but for the life of me i can't ever just say it?
-i love the fact that tomorrow's always a new day. thank goodness! :)

forty eight

Every single day
I walk down the street
I hear people say,
"Baby" so sweet
Every since puberty
Everybody stares at me
Boys/girls
I can't help it baby
So be kind
Don't lose your mind
Just remember that I'm your baby
Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me
Take me baby or leave me
A tiger in a cage
Can never see the sun
This diva needs her stage
Baby - let's have fun!
You are the one I choose
Folks'd kill to fill your shoes
You love the limelight too, baby
So be mine or don't waste my time
Cryin' - "Honeybear - Are you still my baby?"
Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me
No way - Can I be what I'm not
But hey - Don't you want your girl hot!
Don't fight - Don't lose your head
Cause every night- Who's in your bed?
Who's in your bed, baby?
Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me
Take me baby
Or leave me
Guess I'm leavin'
I'm gone!