one hundred sixty one

i have been all over lately but tonight was good. it was grounded, it was real, it was relaxing. it was some good clean fun and i've missed that. i met up with my brightoneers and realized that i had forgotten what it's like to be with them. it kind of blows me away to think that they live everyday of their lives the same way as though we were up at BGC. i acted accordingly when i was there, but was a totally different person half the time when it came to the brighton "i live my life like i'm on a mission" persona. i've changed and thats okay, but i really do miss them. i had a blast. then i went over to steve's and his friend nic was there and nate came over and we played steve's new guitar and listened to music and it was nice to just chill. i'm not saying that i could ever be content with a life void of rebellion and a bit of illegality, but i am saying it's a nice break in pace. i did nothing that i would feel bad awkward talking about in church and its kinda refreshing. so to sum it all up, good night! :)